When next time becomes never

06/07/2026

On delaying dreams, and choosing to stay an outsider rather than fit in.

It seems to be common in life that people delay and delay. Starting the diet tomorrow or a habit they know they should kick.

People tell me I am too hard on myself, but I wonder if that is because they don’t want to reach their full potential?

It is beyond a blessing to have a mind that provides you with dreams. I always thought I was crazy, but the truth is I probably am. That’s ok.

It comes with a sense of freedom knowing that you are set out from the herd. A black sheep as the books would call it.

I have been really playing with the idea of wanting to be accepted by the in group (or the sheep in this metaphor). A part of me wants that, but then I see them do something that doesn’t sit right with me. Then I realize I am good with me.

It is fun being an outsider. There are no rules or regulations that you have to follow. You get to dream up your entire life, and go after it. A note to self. Don’t delay your dreams. Keep your head in the clouds, that is your higher self.